Seventeen Again

I would say that in my life recently, I do encounter complex problems and thingies that caused my great transformation.

Things become much complex than it was, become a hard and uneasy test for me and for everything that revolves around me...

I was once, very enthusiast about my future, my career, my dreams, my perceptions, my glories, my college, my friends and stuffs..

Then I notice, how 'lonely' I became...

It is really hard to get believe that I, who once surrounded by a lot of people, hundreds of applauses, stares of amusement, warmth of friendship.... Now turns to be such a sore loser, madman with bad temperament, a guy with nothing else leftover.


I lost my passion to go to college, I think I am just wasting my money and time doing something that I don't even like. Many told me that I should learn to like my subjects since I took it. I tried it REAALLLY HARD and it turned to be horrible or rather disappointed...

I watched movie alone, I beg for helps when exam come over, I ate nothing when I was really hungry... This kind of life is really..... Pathetic, I would say...

Thank to Zac Efron and his team.... I watch 'Seventeen Again' today. I really feel that I got the same feeling as the guy have (Except making other girl pregnant)....


All these years, what I do is merely complaining....
I take a look on how my eyes look different years to years....

I was shocked comparing my youth eyes and my current eyes..


Those eyes in current life are full of complaints, hatreds, worries, loneliness, tricks and of course, some scratches of age, some evidence of time....


I want my life back! I want to stand on my own stage... I want to sing again.... (Gee, how long it had been since I stand up on the stage and hear my round of applauses?)

The most important question is, how long that I did not talk to Me, to Myself.... How bad I am as I am who own my soul but never talk to it..... Never feed it with energy... With love, With trust....

God, if you ever 'have time' or by any chance to see this article, please do help me to re-own and re-build myself........

I know this is not the kind of life I wanted it to be.... This is not what I am belong.... This is not even ME...

I want to sleep well, I want to keep smiling, I want to sing!!

From: Javyn
To : Javyn
Dear Javyn, I hope I can ammend whatever things and I do hope it is not too late...
Dear Javyn, I hope that I can make you really happy, really really happy like a child...

Dear Javyn, I want you to sleep well every night without worries and troubles...

Dear Javyn, I want you to live in a hygienic and healthy environment...

Dear Javyn, please forgive me....

H1N1 DEADLY!!

Influenza A(H1N1) - update 41

29 May 2009 -- As of 06:00 GMT, 29 May 2009, 53 countries have officially reported 15,510 cases of influenza A(H1N1) infection, including 99 deaths.

The breakdown of the number of laboratory-confirmed cases by country is given in the following table.
Laboratory-confirmed cases of new influenza A(H1N1) as officially reported to WHO by States Parties to the International Health Regulations (2005)

Country Cumulative total Newly confirmed since the last reporting period
Cases Deaths Cases Deaths
Argentina 37 0 18 0
Australia 147 0 108 0
Austria 1 0 0 0
Bahrain 1 0 0 0
Belgium 8 0 1 0
Brazil 10 0 1 0
Canada 1118 2 197 1
Chile 165 0 79 0
China 30 0 8 0
Colombia 17 0 1 0
Costa Rica 33 1 0 0
Cuba 4 0 0 0
Czech Republic 1 0 1 0
Denmark 1 0 0 0
Dominican Republic 2 0 2 0
Ecuador 32 0 4 0
El Salvador 11 0 0 0
Finland 3 0 1 0
France 21 0 5 0
Germany 19 0 2 0
Greece 3 0 2 0
Guatemala 5 0 0 0
Honduras 1 0 0 0
Iceland 1 0 0 0
India 1 0 0 0
Ireland 3 0 2 0
Israel 11 0 2 0
Italy 26 0 3 0
Japan 364 0 4 0
Korea, Republic of 33 0 12 0
Kuwait 18 0 0 0
Malaysia 2 0 0 0
Mexico 4910 85 369 2
Netherlands 3 0 0 0
New Zealand 9 0 0 0
Norway 4 0 0 0
Panama 107 0 31 0
Peru 31 0 4 0
Philippines 6 0 4 0
Poland 4 0 1 0
Portugal 1 0 0 0
Romania 3 0 3 0
Russia 2 0 0 0
Singapore 4 0 3 0
Slovakia 1 0 1 0
Spain 143 0 5 0
Sweden 4 0 1 0
Switzerland 4 0 1 0
Thailand 2 0 0 0
Turkey 2 0 0 0
United Kingdom 203 0 66 0
United States of America 7927 11 1163 1
Uruguay 2 0 2 0
Grand Total 15510 99 2112 4
Chinese Taipei has reported 9 confirmed cases of influenza A (H1N1) with 0 deaths. Cases from Chinese Taipei are included in the cumulative totals provided in the table above.
Cumulative and new figures are subject to revision


CREDIT----http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/433646/1/.html

H1N1case in Singapore

SINGAPORE: The Ministry of Health (MOH) confirmed another three Influenza A (H1N1) cases on Wednesday, bringing the total number of people infected in Singapore to 11.

The 9th patient is a 19-year-old Singaporean student returning from the US for the summer holidays. She arrived on 28 May from New York via Tokyo on All Nippon Airways NH901 at 2340 hours on 28 May.

The MOH says no one else needed to be quarantined as the case developed more than 24 hours after disembarkation, hence she was assessed to be non-infectious during the flight.

The 10th and 11th patients were on the same flight as the 7th confirmed case, a 30-year-old Australian male tourist who was seated at row 54 on Singapore Airlines SQ25 which arrived in Singapore from New York via Frankfurt at 0618 hours on 1 June.

The 10th patient is a 33-year-old Singaporean woman who took a taxi to Tan Tock Seng Hospital after developing symptoms. She was in New York from 23-30 May and was seated at row 19 on SQ25. She was admitted to Communicable Disease Centre 2 (CDC2) at Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH) before midnight on 2 June.

The 11th patient is an 18-year-old American woman. She was seated at row 57 on SQ25. She developed symptoms in the afternoon of 2 June, took a taxi with her relative to seek medical attention at Raffles Hospital's Emergency Department in the evening and was sent to CDC, TTSH via a 993 ambulance. She was admitted to CDC2 in the early hours of 3 June.

Contact tracing has been initiated for the 10th and 11th confirmed cases.

Passengers seated within rows 17 to 21 and 57 to 59 on SQ25 on 1 June who have not been contacted by MOH yet should call the MOH hotline at 1800-333 9999.

The MOH is expanding the list of "affected areas" to include Melbourne and the State of Victoria in Australia, Kobe and Osaka in Japan, and Chile, besides USA, Canada and Mexico.

Affected areas are those with clear evidence of widespread community transmission. The number of cases in the State of Victoria, particularly in its capital, Melbourne, has been rising rapidly, with the number of cases doubling to reach almost 400 over the last two days.

For Japan, more than 90 per cent of its cases are found in the two cities of Kobe and Osaka.

For Chile, the government has announced that H1N1 is entrenched in the community and mitigation measures have replaced containment efforts.

Indications are that there is widespread infection throughout the Chile, although a large majority of cases are found in the capital city, Santiago.

MOH advises the public to avoid non-essential travel to these affected areas.

So far, all the 11 cases in Singapore are imported and have a travel history.

There is currently no evidence of community spread.

- CNA/ir

CREDIT-----http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/433646/1/.html